need a support

Just now I had a chat with my brother and suddenly he gave me an advice. Actually this month I've been wondering about my 'after graduate life'. Whether I go back to Indonesia and find a job there or continue to study here as my Dad has suggested. I really haven't make a choice but suddenly my brother suggested me not to take graduate studies. He already has a plan that we will work together. His offer is just nice but I'm not sure that I can really do it.

Let me tell you about myself. I am a final year student with just 1 semester more to go. I 'm taking Information and Technology and majoring in Computer Industry. It may sounds "wow" but actually I think "Poor you" suits me more. I learn programming but I am not really "into it". Everybody assumed that I can fix their laptop, I can make a game, I always know how to solve if their program couldn't work. But the truth is, I can do nothing. Honestly, I always imagine "the future via" as a career woman who owned a company, don't know why, maybe I just watched too much "sinetron" when I was a kid. And if I do choose to continue my study, Master Business of Administration is my selection. Is it really too much to hope?

The thing that I want to say here is, I do realized that I am not a kid anymore. I have to start to make a choice, I have to start making a future plan. But what am I doing now? I just got lazy for this past week, maybe its called PMS(Pre-menstruation syndrome for a girl). I do know that sooner or later I have to face the 'real life' whether I like it or not. Maybe, for now I haven't made a decision yet, but I promise if I have, I will do it with all my heart ;)